Dear lala:
What's wrong?
I can't describe anything .
Beacuse, I was just weary to everyday's everything.
I've had enough of it.
N' if I'm a bag ladies.
Have no food , no water , n' no money.
And if I haven't everything .......
Only in this case,I'll find myself.
I'm in the rain,but I saw no rainbow.
N' I didn't see anything in this street,in this city, in this world....
I think, I've missed it forever......
Sometimes ,I ask myself,
'Are you happy ?'
Another I answer it,
'Then, where can we find it ?'
I don't know and I'm afraid that it not belong to me.
The sun is shining,
but why do I have tears in the eyes ?
love,lala.
22:45 27/05/08
I go walking in the street, only a cigarette with my companions.

